That's what everyone has been saying they expect me to deliver. But I don't have any... just a really sad heart and even sadder husband.
Blighted Ovum. yay.
my Self
- Sonya
- Fort St John, BC, Canada
- My husband, David, and I had been trying to have a baby since November of 2007. After 'letting things happen', we got the amazing news that we were pregnant in June of 2008. Sadly, that pregnancy ended at 9 weeks with a natural miscarriage. After two more chemical pregnancies, we turned to fertility treatments in 2009. That decision was a disaster, with lousy medical care and poor monitoring. In December of 2009, we made the huge decision to move onto IVF. Things fell into place like magic and we began treatment on January 15, 2010. After a blighted ovum in March, we did a successful FET in June, only to endure another blighted ovum in July. We kept up and underwent another IVF in September/October of 2010 with the arrival of our son, Brogan in July of 2011! After our lovely success (finally) we decided to undertake yet another IVF treatment and hope for a sibling for our little red headed boy. Well... so far it's worked. Our story continues below!
Oh Sonya! My heart is just breaking for you. I am actually in tears. I am so so incredibly sorry. I don't have any words to express how truly sorry I am. Thinking of you and praying for you!
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ReplyDeleteI am so, so sorry to hear your devastating news. I have been quietly following your blog for quite some time and followed even closer when we started IVF just a few days apart. When my transfer was canceled due to severe OHSS, I lived vicariously through you. My heart breaks for you, your husband, and your family. I'll be thinking of you...
Sonya,
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry. My heart breaks with you. Just felt like my stomach sunk reading this. I hope you and your husband can get through this. I'm sorry. Much love and prayers your way.
Sonya- just want you to know that I am thinking of you and praying for you and David. sending you lots of hugs.
ReplyDeleteOh no ... Sonya, I am heartbroken for you. I had to re-read your entry several times to even get it through my head. I am so, so sorry. I cannot even imagine the pain you and your husband are going through right now. Please know I am thinking of you and saying many prayers for you. I am so incredibly sorry ...
ReplyDeleteSonya I am so sorry to hear of this news. My heart hurts for you guys! Thinking of you tonight!! ((HUGS))
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry Sonya. I am thinking about you tonight and saying a prayer for you.
ReplyDeleteI am so very sorry. I was so very hopeful for you and am so very saddened by your news. I know that you and David are just devastated. Be kind to yourselves and to each other. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
ReplyDeleteOh no, I am so sorry to hear this. My heart is absolutely broken for you.
ReplyDeleteOh my gosh. I can't believe it. I am so very sorry for your loss. I was so elated for you and David.... Somehow, this just doesn't seem fair... Please know that we are praying for you and thinking of you.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry for your loss. Thinking of you and your husband and wishing that any part of this was understandable, or fair.
ReplyDeleteWTF! I wish I had a magic wand to wave over you! This sucks!!
ReplyDeleteSonya - I just wanted you to know that you have been on mind the past few days. I know you are so very sad and devastated. I really hope you are as ok as can be expected considering the heartbreak you have been dealt. You and David remain in my prayers. xoxo
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